Why is the weight of the world crashing down on me?

Tuesday 21 February 12 21:58
I read many times that teenager wants/ wanted to take their own lives and to be honest i dont understand why. i think we all have thought about taking our lives for at least one time. Sometimes everyone has problems and than we dont see any escape without dying. but its not the right way cause life is the best present we could ever get. we should fight for our life, is it that what makes us alive? does life only show if you are a good fighter, if you can hold on till you die naturally? every life is different so its useless talking about it. different problems and different feelings. the main thing is that you should never give up yourself. if you give up yourself, you gave up your life. why spending your time in heaven when you have the chance to live on earth? you wont get back to earth, there isnt any rebirth cause when its true that every person is special and unique than you wont come back. than do you want to risk that your whole family is thinking every day, every hour, everys minute that it was their fault. that they hadent seen it, hadnt done sth against it. do you want to ruin their lives as well just because you gave up yourself instead of seeing every single piece for a good sign and trying to live again? dont you want to see what will happen in the future? what would you do if it gets better, but you arent alive anymore, maybe if you had waited one day more, you would have fullfilled one of your dreams. you never know. so dont push your luck and just live your life and try to make the best out of it. maybe you like to help other people and if they tell you that they are so thankfull that you helped them, isnt it than a good point? or write down your feelings in poems or lyrics and texts, drawing, there are so many options to feel better, but taking your life isnt good its just sneaky to your family and friends who wanted to help you. but sometimes i understand why people wanted/ wants to kill themselves because they are/were bullied. why are we still bullying people when we already know that it might kill them? our society is more silly than we think. we dont get it. and we cant say that its the fault of others. we are all the same, we dont look at us and say that it was our fault as well. and nobody can say that they had never ever bullied someone. but we can stop it, we can understand that it was wrong before it gets to serious.


Why dont we get on with our life alone as others tell us, as if they wouldnt know that we cant accomplish it?
 
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  • ImRedHead
    ImRedHead

    well.. you said it. everybody sometimes want to take their life.. me too.. when my parents divorced themselves, i wasn't that old that i could recognize it, but almost two years ago i wanted to take my life.. im fucking happy that i didn't take my life!!! to be on earth is the greatest feeling ever i think.. and i will fight for it.. NOW i know that!
    and of course everybody should stop bullying !!!
    damn honest and true post. c:

    Tuesday 21 February 12 22:09
  • allthatglittersxo
    allthatglittersxo

    that was such an inspirational post. such thoughtful and beautiful words.



    p.s. i love the pictures!

    Tuesday 21 February 12 23:27
  • khloecruise
    khloecruise

    inspirational. i absolutely love reading ure blog!

    Wednesday 22 February 12 09:10
  • aaravhunk1
    aaravhunk1

    omg those peacock earrings rock :)

    Wednesday 22 February 12 19:33
  • SometimesIKnowNothing
    SometimesIKnowNothing

    Suicid isnt an option

    Your right. Suicid isnt an option. My opinion is that life is worth living as long as you have something you like.As long as there is someone because of whom you pretend like everythings ok. As long as you have a reason to smile. As long as you love someone. As long as someone love you even if this person can't express himself. And as long as you've got something to do you like.

    Wednesday 22 February 12 20:34
  • LuckyMonster
    LuckyMonster

    Oh mein Gott, ich weine grad ey!
    Der Text ist wundervoll! O':

    Wer weiß was für Probleme ein Suizidgefährdeter zu Hause oderso hat, aber sie sollten dankbar sein Menschen u sich zu haben, die einen lieben so wie man ist, auch wenn man das Gefühl hat alleine zu sein.

    Friday 24 February 12 15:23

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