i dont trust a lot of people anymore. i dont tell many people anything, only if they want to know sth or if it isnt to private.. but i dont tell anyone about my feelings and thoughts. its kinda strange...and i think noone would understand them cause they are mine and everyone has his thoughts and persons with a strong character dont change their mind because of others..soo why telling anyone when all of my best friends have a strong character? i wont change her mind.. i just improve theirs sometimes in a better way.
to be honest, i still care about what others say bout me but i dont think i take it too serious like i did once. i dont care if they tell me sth bout my clothes or hair. i only care if they say sth bout my body.. never tell me sth negative in my way about my body. never. i will ever hate it cause i think i know my body, so i will also know my 'misakes'. its like you were searching for sth to goof on me.. i really hate this. dont tell me sth bout my face, dont tell me sth bout my legs, dont tell me sth bout my arms or whatever. i am who i am, i cant and i wont change it, got it? , either you accept me or not.
i will never be your opinion if i dont agree. i will always say my opinion even though im the only one. and i will always be annoyed of people with no own opinion..they wont become sth special because beeing mainstream is not special, its normal. if you are mainstream you will get a normal job, a normal life. if you do what you want you will have a much more interesting life...
i dont do what others tell me. if a person tells me im too loud or too childish i wont change me. if they tell me change your character i will just go and let them live their life without me.
so what am i now?
i am a girl who lives her dreams and loves beeing on earth. i want to change the world with my ideas and you can say im a kind of a perfectionist. i want to be loved by my friends and i dont want to be so much secretive.
i want to tell my friends as much as they tell me about their life.
im trying to become myself.
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Wonderful Wonderful Post, i reall know you when i am Reading it cause u are like u wrote it !!! And thats awesome;) please Never change ur toughts. They are honest !! Love this Post (((: *____* ps Look at My Blog i wrote sth bout u but im Sorry te Post isn't that Long...
i absoloutly agree with you ! i dont like mainstream people .they are like all the others. thats why im so completely different ! :DD i hope in one day the most will understand that being mainstream is boring.live ur own idea of life c:
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believe me you are kinda perfect :)
stupendo lady...:)