I read many times that teenager wants/ wanted to take their own lives and to be honest i dont understand why. i think we all have thought about taking our lives for at least one time. Sometimes everyone has problems and than we dont see any escape without dying. but its not the right way cause life is the best present we could ever get. we should fight for our life, is it that what makes us alive? does life only show if you are a good fighter, if you can hold on till you die naturally? every life is different so its useless talking about it. different problems and different feelings. the main thing is that you should never give up yourself. if you give up yourself, you gave up your life. why spending your time in heaven when you have the chance to live on earth? you wont get back to earth, there isnt any rebirth cause when its true that every person is special and unique than you wont come back. than do you want to risk that your whole family is thinking every day, every hour, everys minute that it was their fault. that they hadent seen it, hadnt done sth against it. do you want to ruin their lives as well just because you gave up yourself instead of seeing every single piece for a good sign and trying to live again? dont you want to see what will happen in the future? what would you do if it gets better, but you arent alive anymore, maybe if you had waited one day more, you would have fullfilled one of your dreams. you never know. so dont push your luck and just live your life and try to make the best out of it. maybe you like to help other people and if they tell you that they are so thankfull that you helped them, isnt it than a good point? or write down your feelings in poems or lyrics and texts, drawing, there are so many options to feel better, but taking your life isnt good its just sneaky to your family and friends who wanted to help you. but sometimes i understand why people wanted/ wants to kill themselves because they are/were bullied. why are we still bullying people when we already know that it might kill them? our society is more silly than we think. we dont get it. and we cant say that its the fault of others. we are all the same, we dont look at us and say that it was our fault as well. and nobody can say that they had never ever bullied someone. but we can stop it, we can understand that it was wrong before it gets to serious.

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hm as you can see i was bored :D

i once was a girl who trusted almost everyone. i once was a girl who cared about what others say. i once was a girl with no own opinion. i once was a girl with no own rules.what girl am i now? 

not the best pic of us, as you can see...:DDD

To be honest, i believe in god, but i dont go to the church anymore..

the sadness will never end - bring me the horizon (accoustic cover)

im hearing the sound of the sea. i wanna be there. feeling the breeze of the salted wind going through my hair. im imagining althought i know its just my blood thats running through my veins

i need a warm place because i realized that our society is too cold for me.